it's 230am and I had to just walk away this time.  sometimes I feel like he hates me, yet he totally needs me.  I'm being used here.
I left him safe in his crib, but then had to walk away.  unfortunately I can hear him on the baby monitor, so it doesn't ease my frustration.
I wonder exactly how long it would take hubby to get up to console him.  I bet he won't.  that makes me mad too.

what's a mom to do?!

I am so incredibly tired.  I'm going on 3 hours of sleep per night and it's definitely caught up with me.  of course there is no napping when baby naps during the day.
a certain 3 1/2 year old makes sure I stay busy with him.
then hubby wants to be "taking care of" too ... NO!  NO!  NO!

can I hide somewhere?
there, I had 10 minutes to myself [sort of] ... it's time to go back.  God help me tonight.

1 comment:

Robyn said...

Oh-ho! I so remember those nights. It seems cruel that we have so much to do on zero sleep. But by the grace of God, you'll get through it. I don't know how moms do it with more than two! Let me know if I can help at all.